My poem for my hair…

Today I was ok
Then I saw you and I missed you,
It’s stupid because I can’t even feel you,
But today, today I missed you.

I never did respect you
And now you have gone,
My life is the same without you,
I still carry on.

I’ve noticed people can tell,
It makes me feel sad inside
I try to cover it up
But it just feels like lies.

Will you come back,
I wonder and hope,
Or will it never be the same,
And I’ll permanently be broke.

To the back of my mind
I’ll push you once more
Until the morning light
When I’m reminded again.

Your hurting me more
And I don’t know why
I need to find out
I no longer want to cry

And now she’s started,
Questioning me,
Do I listen?
Or should I flee.

They have given me some pills
To make me feel warm
But that scares me right now
Is this what I’ve become?

I joked and i laughed I
I thought it was rubbish
But I can’t control it
And now i feel shit

But who really cares
Don’t say that, they do
It’s just everyone’s busy
They don’t have time for you

 

Author:

Hey there, I am a 43 year old mum of 3. I am married to a great guy and live in the beautiful rustic charms of Rutland. I lost my hair over the course of 3 years! Following my wedding party for my 1st wedding anniversary and a series of bad news my hair started to fall out in patches. Slowly but surely all my hair fell out. Devasted I've tried everything to get it to grow back. This is my diary of my hair loss journey .... www.hairlossdiaires.blog

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